In today’s post, I’m sharing a quick overview of the Miss Bikini Pageant Finals. I’m also sharing my thoughts and emotions as I went through the evening. Everything from the introduction, to being called for top 6, to my onstage interview question, to the crowning moment. Let’s jump in!
Even with all the rehearsal and preparation, you never know what will happen at a national pageant. That’s part of the excitement, and uncertainty of the pageant world.
I arrived as prepared as I possibly could’ve been and as rehearsed as possible. I felt I did my very best all week and was confident I was giving it my all. But on pageant finals night, my nerves were at an all time high.
First up was the on-stage introduction. I did my best with my introduction, but a couple of sentences in, I needed to take a pause and a deep breath before continuing. My thoughts started racing ahead of my lips, and I needed a moment to recenter.
Walking off the stage, I thought it was NOT a very strong start. Now I had to stop the stream of negative thoughts that told me ‘You already blew it’. I knew I was an articulate speaker. I prayed for the opportunity to demonstrate that to the judges.
During my quick change for the fantasy portion, I gave myself a little pep talk. I was going to give it my all, and even if it wasn’t my night, I would still come away with an amazing experience, wonderful friendships, and gorgeous photos.
My fantasy costume had been ready for months. I even sewed the wings and wires myself. I had practiced my movements and choreography often, so I felt confident as I stepped on stage in my blinged-out Marc Defang platform heels.
Just as the fantasy portion was finishing, the Miami weather gave us a little surprise shower. This was a blessing in disguise, and the girls all welcomed a quick break as we waited for the weather to pass.
We even had a chance to take some behind the scenes photos before we continued with evening gown. I don’t know about you but photos with friends always calms my nerves on a pageant finals night!
Minutes later, the stage was dry. The judges and the audience were back in their seats and it was time to line up for evening gown. An elegant walk down the stage and a few twirls later, we were all backstage, waiting.
There was time for one more little pep talk, where I reminded myself of how far I had come, and how much growth had already happened to get me to this point. I knew that no matter where the pageant finals night took me, I had already won on so many levels.
We were on stage once again and the scores were in. I knew I had poured my heart (and smile) into every moment of the competition. I eagerly awaited the announcement of the top 6 contestants.
One state was called, and then another, and another. My heart raced with anticipation as I hoped to hear my state among the remarkable group of women gathering on the stage.
Then I heard my state: Massachusetts. Advancing to the Top 6! Eeeek!! That was me!! A feeling of excitement and a million butterflies washed over me. I took my place with the other contestants at the front of the stage.
As I awaited my on-stage question, I couldn’t help but reflect on the incredible journey that led me to this moment.
The energy on-stage was electric, and the knowledge that my response would not only reflect my personal perspective but also contribute to the judges’ final decision heightened the stakes even more.
I reached in to select a question, and felt my nerves ramp up. But, I delivered my response with conviction, feeling confident I shared what was truly on my heart. I was also grateful that I was able to articulate my thoughts without my mind racing ahead of my lips. Whew.
The evening continued and the contestants were narrowed down, next to the top 3, and then the final two, I remember feeling overjoyed each time my state was called to advance.
I remember holding hands and saying to my Sister Queen, as we faced each other and awaited the final results, that no matter what happens, we were both going to have an amazing year ahead! She is an amazing friend and I knew she would be an awesome Queen.
When the first runner up was announced, and I didn’t hear my state, I was shocked. I was sure my ears were playing tricks on me.
Then the pageant winner was officially announced, and I heard my state and my name, it was an overwhelming mixture of disbelief, elation, and gratitude. My journey, filled with dedication, perseverance, and unwavering support, culminated in this extraordinary moment.
The reality of my victory only started to sink in when I felt the weight of the crown on my head and the banner was draped over my shoulder, revealing my new title. Glancing down at it, a profound sense of gratitude and the realization of my win started to sweep over me. Off I went, on my first walk as your National Queen.
In the days following the pageant, it took some time for the magnitude of my achievement to truly register. I cried happy, excited tears each time I shared the news with friends and family. The promise of the year ahead and all the opportunities it held, filled me with enthusiasm and anticipation.
I was the new Miss Bikini Fitness US 2023-24.
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